i have figured something out. every relationship i have ever had has gotten rough aroung 4 or 5 months. and i end up breaking up them around eight months. i am trying to change that. i am trying. i am trying to make it work with my boyfriend. we are at our eight months. and for a while my feelings for him had dimmed but i guess i just needed to get past the eight month mark because i am good now. my feelings for him are stronger than ever. i am happy tho still sometimes wondering if these feelings will dim again.. if i have another mark in my relationships that i don't know about. i pray i don't. we've been talking about marriage and kids and every other thing that goes along with being in a long distance relationship. i'll just wait it out.