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Monday, March 30, 2009

March 30, 2009

It is time for me to spread my wings and find where I need to be. I have spent months trying to fabricate a meaning for my life and all I have come up is nothing. Just questions that can not be answered until I left go and really let God work through. As my best friend and I were having one of our many meaningless conversations about “really- what-is- wrong- with-us?,” I began to realize that there is a lot wrong with us.. Well me anyway. I have spent so much time trying to find answers in all of the guys I have dated and placing blame on all of my problems on everyone, that I haven’t taken the time to really look at myself and place any.. If not all blame on myself. I don’t know what I want to do with my life, as I have stated many times before. But as I was sitting in my living room..a single tear came down my cheek. Why?? I don’t know. Maybe because I feel so lonely in this place called earth and I feel like life is like a fairy tale where Prince Charming is going to come swooping down to save from the impurity of my thoughts and the jackasses that keep being on my nice paved “yellow brick road.” Today, I will wake up with a new attitude. With a new outlook on life. With a smile on my face. Today I will wake up and glow, have everyone saying.. What is going on with you.. I need some of what you have.. Today I will wake up with a peace of mind.

Tricey Babey

1 comment:

E's said...

Good post. It's funny because this is the exact same thing a lady friend of mine was talking about... Women are so interesting and complex, but then there are some many similarities too.

The conclustion you came to is a good one I believe. Responsibility for your own happiness.

Honestly, speaking from a guy point of view. I hate when a woman gives me that power - inevitably I let them down.

Thanks for posting.