"They (slot machines) sit there like young courtesans, promising pleasures undreamed of, your deepest desires fulfilled, all lusts satiated."

I went to the casino for the first time last week. I sent $40 and won 17 cents. hey, i had fun. it was a much needed time away from home. i was at peace. i didn't have to worry about school and my family. I also went last night. sent $60 and won $17.70. that's going to be last time i go for a while.. lol. i need to win some money instead of lose.
At this point in my life, i am sincerely happy. I am in school finally. its going well. i like most of my classmates. we just finished our first clinical at a nursing home. then in two weeks, we'll have a clinical at the hospital.
I am starting p90x again. I just have to wait for it to download and i will be on my way. i am trying to lose at least 130 pounds by next year. i want to join to the healthcare section of the air force. so this is plan. i give myself three years!
*all smiles*
tricey

update 10/10/11-- my mom and i went saturday and sunday morning at 6 am. (crazy, i know)the first i won a lil bit. but on sunday. i spent 160 and won 360..